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thank you for indulging me. this has been therapeutic. this digital ecosystem feels like home—a home i love and am excited about. i am often not so excited about my physical home. i am often scared of myself. i am often afraid of my family. i am often worried something is about to fall into the abyss. i am attempting to stay grounded. i am writing to stay grounded. i am writing to thank you. i am writing to ask for your forgiveness—preemptively or belatedly. i am sorry. 

 

thank you, so so so much. it means the world to me; it really does.